THE CONTEMPLATION/COMPASSION CYCLE

DAILY DEVOTIONAL

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Why do some Christians seem so unloving?

water pouringWoe to you, scribes and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, so that the outside may become clean as well. – Matthew 23:25-26

I call it the cycle of contemplation/compassion.  We spend time in contemplation so that we might then go into the world to compassionately serve.  And when we do the work of the humble and compassionate servant we come to know our need for contemplation.  And as this cycle of prayer and servanthood is continued, the contemplation becomes deeper and the compassion becomes greater.

When we first seek that purity of heart within then that purity reaches out into the world with pure love  Oh, at first, the purity is not so perfectly pure, but the purity become more perfect over time.  This is the vector of Christian Love, Love practiced becomes Love More Perfected.

I find the idea of purity of soul seems so discounted and disregarded in our times.  We seem to focus on changing the world without changing ourselves.  We seem to be more focused on controlling the attitudes and behavior of others than on the quality of spirit found in ourselves.  Thus even those who say they love, so often have but a veneer of love, a love that seems to be shallow and rather contrived.  They speak of love but they are not experienced as loving.

This process of becoming more and more the embodiment and expression of Christ’s Love, this process I refer to as the cycle of contemplation/compassion, is a daily process and yet a process that spans over a lifetime.

Always in Christ’s Service,

Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

 

 

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Chaos Theology

Dispatches from Fr. Charitas

Monday, May 14, 2018

I have been reading about the field of mechanics and mathematics known as Chaos Theory.  I probably thinking that you may not be so interested in such matters as I am, but I read them with a theologian’s eye.  What is this Chaos idea?   ‘Chaos’ is an interdisciplinary theory stating that within the apparent randomness of chaotic complex systems, there are underlying patterns, constant feedback loops, repetition, self-similarity, fractals, self-organization, and reliance on programming at the initial point known as sensitive dependence on initial conditions.  Wikipedia  Clear?  Probably not but let me continue.

At the very outset of the Creation Story we have these words …“In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.”   Traditionally, theologians have stated that the moving Spirit of the Creator began a process of bringing chaos into order.  But, of late, I have considered that the process is creating order by way of chaos.

When we observe the mechanisms of Life and the physics of the Universe, we find that within the seemingly well-ordered whole is a self-balancing chaos, ever- changing, ever-compensating, and remarkably always giving an internal dynamic to the maturation of Creation.  Nothing is perfect, but somehow in the grand view the outcome of this chaos is a organism that perfectly fulfills its purpose.

oak treeNearby is a grand, old oak.  As far as oak trees it is a perfect example of an oak.  Where if I were designing an oak tree might make the branches straight and the leaves perfectly spaced, the oak tree under the guidance of its Creation chooses to have branches that bend and turn, this way and that, with seemingly little care for perfection.  If you inspected its roots of that oak tree, you find a tangle of roots going every which way.   Yet … in an order that is beyond our human definition of order … this oak tree is a most “perfect” oak, perfectly fulfilling its mission of being an oak tree in Creation.  And in time, its acorn will grow into oak trees that are very much alike but yet each a little different.

Be ye perfect as God is perfect.  But be ye not perfect as the Pharisees try to be perfect.  They are strict with the rules and heavy-handed in control, but in the end, they make poor oak trees.  But to be Loving in an imperfect world by way of imperfect means … is God’s Way of attaining Perfection.

In Christ’s Service always,

Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

 

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WEEP FOR JERUSALEM

DAILY DEVOTIONAL
Monday, May 14, 2018

Why did Christ weep at the walls of Jerusalem?

weeping Christ“And when Christ drew near and saw the city of Jerusalem, He wept over it, saying, “Would that you, even you, had known on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes. the days will come upon you, when your enemies will set up a barricade around you and surround you and hem you in on every side and tear you down to the ground, you and your children within you. And they will not leave one stone upon another in you, because you did not know the time of your visitation.” – Luke 19:41-44

Christ came to Jerusalem with a process of peace, but the hard-liners in Jerusalem rejected His way of patient persuasion, His way of loving the enemy until the enemy was friend. No, Jerusalem would choose the military option and attack the Roman armies with bloody swords. And in so, Jerusalem was destroyed as the nation was no more. And I believe that Christ is once more weeping at the walls of Jerusalem.

Fear builds walls and pride makes them all the taller. Just as pride can lead a person to tragic ends, so national pride can lead to tragic ends. The way of Christ was one of courageous love and heroic humility. The way of Christ was trusting in the power of Divine Love humanly expressed. The way of Christ was endurance and perseverance. The way of Christ was not one of defeating the enemy by taking on the enemy’s ways, but by making them neighbors by being their neighbor.

But back then in the time of Christ the zealots took over the reins of the faithful… and I fear it is taking place once again. Back then they trusted the worldly ways of political and military power … and I fear it is taking place again. So once more, I believe, that Christ is weeping at the walls of Jerusalem because we trust worldly ways more than we trust the ways of Christ.

In His Service always,
Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

 

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Enter Into This Merciful Realm

DAILY DEVOTIONAL
Sunday, May 13, 2018

Why does this world seem so filled with vengeance and aggression?

God blesses those people who are merciful. They will be treated with mercy! – Matthew 5:7

mercy2Blessed are the merciful for they shall know mercy. Such a significant teaching tucked away in the Beatitudes, yet I fear too many Christians do not seriously and authentically take it to heart. To act mercifully toward others is part and parcel with experiencing mercy toward you.

It is a common thought that they will automatically receive God’s mercy, God’s compassionate and gracious forgiveness, an aspect of Love that restores and renews a relationship. And that is true … but yet not fully true. Some might think that being merciful to then receive mercy is a quid-pro-quo arrangement we have with God; each time I forgive, God then forgives me, or each time I am forgiven by God I must go and forgive someone else. But that is not really how it works. No, this Beatitude, “Blessed are the merciful for they shall see mercy”, is more about entering into a Realm of Mercy, a realm where God’s compassion and God’s initiative of grace and God’s forgiveness are a way of life.

That old adage, “When in Rome do as the Romans do”, might be translated “When in the Realm of Christ do as what Christ would do.” This merciful life goes counter to our sinful nature and in many ways our cultural norms; but then again, this merciful life draws forth into our existence that image of God placed within us in our Creation. To live a merciful life is a struggle at first. But with practice it eventually does become the quality of our spirit and the manner of our living. This merciful begins as an intentional act of will but slowly becomes that which comes quite naturally, as the mercy begets mercy.

The Lord has invited to dwell in the Merciful Realm, and though I was first reluctant, I have accepted His invitation. And here in this Realm, the Mercy is bountiful.

In His Service always,
Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

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A MATTER OF WELLS

Daily Devotional

Saturday, May 12, 2018

Does personal morality matter in a person in a leadership position?

Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water. Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it by their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth. Such “wisdom” does not come down from heaven but is earthly, unspiritual, demonic. For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice. But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a harvest of righteousness. – James 3:11-18

poison waterI believe James the brother of Christ shares with us an inspired truth that we often rationalize away.  I believe it is an insight into all humanity but especially in the life of the Christian soul.  Fresh water flows from a fresh water spring; but salt water cannot.  A corollary which may be more accurate to the original metaphor would be … pure water flows from a pure water spring, but from a poisoned well, it does not.

In a culture of shepherds as was the origin of the Hebrews, wells were precious.  But not all wells had fresh water for the shepherds and the sheep.  And the shepherd had to be attentive to where the sheep were watered.  Brackish, salty, poisoned, bad water wells appeared to be the salvation that quenched a desperate thirst … but, in the end, the sheep were poisoned.

This is why I so deeply believe that personal character, the ethics, the morals, the attitudes, the vices and virtues matters in a leader, even in a secular leader.  Because pure water cannot pour forth from an otherwise poisoned well.  And to delude oneself by rationalization or excuse-making or denying the reality of the person … is to drink a slow-acting poison.  I sincerely and deeply believe this to be the truth.  I believe James was spot on when it comes to human nature.  A pure water well will pour forth pure water, but a salted well, only salt water not matter how pure the salt water might appear.

In His Service always,

Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

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Demons of a Very Common Kind

Dispatches from Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

May 11, 2018

What is a “demon”?  I do not think they are much like those portrayed in The Exorcist or any of those films of that genre.  I am skeptical that those kinds of “demons” actually exist though they might be portrayed in wildly ecstatic forms of Christianity, a nightmare acted out to serve a variety of needs for a damaged personality.  No, I believe demons are far more sophisticated than that.  A “demon” is something that takes control of a person in a negative way, changing the person to the point of then controlling the person.  Addiction to drugs and alchohol can become quite “demonic”.  But then so can greed, lust, gambling, rabid religion full of fear and wrath, hysterical politics full of rage and power.  The “demon” becomes the master and the definer of what is true.  The “demon” takes over one’s reasoning and takes over one’s judgment.  The “demon” has the capacity and the desire to take over more and more of our perception of the world, even sometimes our perception of both that which is human and that which is divine.

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I find the “denomic” grows in the midst of a mob.  I personally have seen it at work in a Ku Klux Klan rally and certain political rallies, I have even seen it at work in out-of-control revivals in which something other than God has taken over the crowd.

But on a smaller and more personal scale … I have seen first hand the “demons” of rage, jealousy, prejudice and violence … I have seen these “demons” seize control of a soul and steals away his or her good judgment.

No, I worry not about wild-eyed demons, but rather about wild-eyed people.

Always in His Service,

Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

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THE RADIANT LIFE

DAILY DEVOTIONAL
May 11, 2018

Why does the world seem lost in the Darkness?

After six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light. – Matthew 17:1,2

radiant childShekinah … the glory of the Divine presence manifested in a radiant light. Shekinah … is a rather contemplative understanding of how we are to live and how we are to behold one another. When the Holy Light is strong within us then our countenance, our words, our attitudes, our actions we become radiant. We mature into our calling to become children of the Light. In this world with so many dark and shadowed places, the Lord’s Presence within us turns our lives into candles and lanterns. The Light of God’s Presence within us cannot be contained within our inner selves … the Holy Radiance appears, and the Light of God is all the more.

Like those solar powered walkway lights, they bathe in the sunshine all through the day and then at night they share the light that the day has given them. It is the ultimate mission of the contemplative Christian … to serve as candles and lanterns for a world searching for answers, a world trying to find its way, a world lost in the night. While many hold to the image that the Christian is the holder of a spotlight to locate the sinner, I hold that we are the candle and the lantern that makes Hope known.

But so much of the time, the radiance seems so dim. Why would that be? Many reasons, I suppose. But one is the matter of closed curtains. If we only occasionally open our curtains to allow the Holy Light to enter in, the Shekinah will be dim in our lives. If we only occasional open our curtains to allow or inner selves now enlightened to shine forth, the Light is too much confined.

So, a word to me and to you. We must draw wide the curtains, even to the point, of tossing aside … so that the Holy Light might enter in and that the Holy Light might shine forth. Shekinah … a phenomenon that takes place in a human life … the becoming radiant with the Presence of the Lord.

Always in His Service,
Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

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A LEMON-YELLOW BUTTERFLY

Dispatches from Fr. Charitas

May 10, 2018

LEMON-YELLOW BUTTERFLYA lemon-yellow butterfly has come to visit me, sitting oh so properly on a bouquet of tiny, red flowers.  A trace of a breeze is stirring, and that stirring moves the branch ever so slightly so that the butterfly appears to slowly rocking back and forth in her rocking chair.  Now and then, in these quiet days of contemplation, when the quiet is all the more, these butterflies that visit seem to linger with me awhile.  They do not say much,  these butterflies, but they make me smile.  And they listen well to the thoughts within me.

I believe when I pause to linger with a butterfly like one gowned in lemon-yellow taffeta, a stillness comes upon me … and soon a gentle peace does follow.

When I was a child, I was fascinated with butterflies.  Then I grew and became busy and ambitious and I barely even saw them, let alone taking time to converse with them.  But now that I am an old, not concerned about being busy and no longer striving in my ambition … the butterflies come and visit.  And with no need for words, we enjoy being with each other.

Always in His Service,

Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

 

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THE LORD STILL SPEAKS

DAILY DEVOTIONAL
Thursday, May 10, 2018

Has the Lord grown silent?

I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. When the Spirit of truth comes, the Spirit will guide you into all the truth, for the Spirit will not speak on his own authority, but whatever the Spirit hears the Spirit will speak, and the Spirit will declare to you the things that are to come.” – John 16:12-13

Christ explains to His disciples that He still has more to say but I will have to share this with you by way of the Spirit. In the days to come, in the years to come, in the centuries to come, I will be there teaching you the spiritual significance of matters not yet revealed. You will come to know so many things about life, people, Creation, and I will be there by way of the Spirit to teach you spirituality to be found in what you have discovered and what God has revealed.

channel markersIn the third century, our list of writings that the Church thought were reliable and were used by sizeable shares of Christian communities was set. This is referred to as the Canon of scripture. The canonization of early Church writings has been taken to mean this is the limits of God’s official inspiration. For centuries, the orthodoxy has imprisoned the holy truth within a first and second century culture and within a first and second century state of knowledge. But I have of late thought that the orthodoxy has misunderstood and misapplied what the canon was meant to be. I believe the canon was not meant to a wall that demarcated the boundaries of the Truth but rather the channel markers through which the River of Truth would flow.

I believe in the cautionary discipline of the canon, but not in the manner the Church has used to limit the maturation of our understanding. For Christ said …”I still have many things to say to you” … and Christ placed no limit as to the length of Time.

The Lord speaks. The flow of knowledge continues. The Lord is still revealing though we tend to call it our discovering. The voice of the Spirit has not yet been silenced.

Always in His Service,
Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

 

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BY THE RENEWING OF OUR MINDS

DAILY DEVOTIONAL

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Why are the divisions among us so deeply set?

Do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will. – Romans 12:2

They cry it from the conservative pulpits and they cry it from the progressive pulpits, “Do not be conformed to this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” Except … each has a different catalogue of what make up the world’s sinful ways and which ones merit our concern.

I find the pattern of this world means different things to different people. For some, the sins seem always tied up with the sexual behavior; for some, the sins seem always tied up with social justice; and others, the sins are most importantly this and not so importantly that. And I find that most often the sins that need our concern are the sins we find in others.

blue butterflyWith Paul, a soul with a blended mind of Hebrew, Greek and Roman thought, a soul who desperately to bridge the chasm that divided the Jewish and the Gentile, the old ways and the new ways … speaks to both sides and to all. You and your world must be transformed first by the renewing of you own mind and then the renewing of the world’s mind. Only then will you be able to do the challenging work of discerning … not so much what you think is right and wrong … but what is the ideal … the good, the pleasing, the perfect will of God.” The renewing of the mind is a transformation from a pattern of thinking “en-cultured” in you by the society around you, especially that pattern of thinking that you presume to be right, to be “common sense”, to be “just the way things are, and the way things are to be. It is a new way of thinking, a new awareness, a new sensitivity, even a new way of reasoning and a new way of feeling.

But we are so conformed to the thinking of our own tribe that our sinful nature makes us reluctant to the changing of minds.

Loved Ones, if God’s Grace is active in your life you will always be in the process of the renewing of your mind.

Always in His Service,
Fr. Charitas de la Cruz

 

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